Tonight, will not be another night filled with tears and hate.
Tomorrow, will not be another day waking up with swollen eyes that are unfit for contacts, causing me to be unfit for school.
The day after tomorrow, will be the day i let go of everything and learn how to forgive.
Tomorrow always comes, i can always try again and again.
One step at a time, time will wash out everything, or at least i hope.

I just dont understand why must everything come crashing to me one after another. Why cant they take their time? If fate brings these to us, i think fate have to be more fair. Much more fairer.
I need a break, from life and everything.

Dear elaine, good luck for your olevels. I'm sorry that i havent been a very good sister recently(or always), but i just wanna tell you that even though at times i might not show it, but i love you and mummy. And daddy. Knock some sense into me alright? I'm really lost.